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The makeup brushes are less expensive and just the same as mac brushes. There are different kinds and different colors!

when I say, “What do you want” as is “I want you” or “I’m ending this” as is “please fight to stay..”
I wish you could understand what I really mean. It’s absolutely difficult to speak or let you know how I feel or what I want, because you don’t bother to take the time to truly listen. We both jump to conclusions and never realize that one will eventually end up getting hurt. And that’s me. I know it’s not intentional but, why did you insist on keeping someone around and just pretend like they aren’t apart of your life.. I always tell myself its fine you’ll move on but, its only you that I think about. School’s my main focus but behind all those smiles and laughter is pain. I wish I could tell you but, now there’s absolutely no way. Fuck love I’m tired of trying.

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lets start off with I met this guy from my friend Brandon’s party back in September .. and he was nothing to me & I was nothing to him. until I got my 2nd tatt by Brandon that night, me, Mellybelly & brandon went to swoop him up and we chilled at in-n-out and this nigga is tryn hella hard to get at me..  Hellooo, thats just TOOOO much sweetheartt & you’re way too obnoxious. Then .. we kickkd it and talkd heeeeellllaaa much tho, like lighttweightt was I fallin for this guy? YES. But, I didn’t know what I was gettin’ myself into .. until I experienced it for myself. Chris would blowww the fuck up in my face, play 3-4-5-6-7 hours of games and ignore me while im there, kick me out of his house (esp. on xmas eve). But don’t get me wrong.. he was a gentlemen WHEN we were just talking.. only cus he “already had me” so he didn’t need to try anymore.. NEED I SAY MORE?! No. because really, thats all bullshit to me and I would like to say I appreciate him worrying about me the night I got pulled over, driving me home from Oxnard and then having to walk an hour and a half home at 2am in 55 degree weather. I won’t explain what I have done. BUT really.. this was the biggest mistake I have ever made was being with him.. I guess it’s those CHANCES that I need to take to learn things on my own and to experience bad relationships because, no one can change his persona besides him. Goodluck to him & his future.

And lets update on what I have been up to, I have been so ridiculously occupied that I did forget about my college apps and school. Don’t worry.. I brought my grades up to A-B-C’s. I’m still currently in the process of editing my applications, hopefully my delay has not disqualified my application. I officially hate yearbook, because of the ridiculous arguement I got in with Keisha which had the whole class jawdropped, because I NEVER EVER blow up like that to anyone but my family haha (only when someone crosses the line like SHE did). Just please don’t push my buttons. I’ve been with Jackie a lottt lately and I’m still fat and my ticket ended up being $277 with traffic school besides, $1224 with traffic school. I cannot wait to graduate and leave.

So, ending .. yes I have changed while going to school in VTA and living here. Everything’s different thats why, I’m not hostile alright?! I’m ME, trust .. you don’t really know me like how everyone JUDGES me .. I do give bad first impressions because .. the shit you heard is BULLSHIT. Yeah, idk what else to say but I just thought I should update.

Peace, love & hello kitty :)

1. A picture of you in your room:

2. A picture of you posing with someone you didn’t really like:

3. A picture of you and a former crush:

4. A picture of you being very energetic:

5. A picture of you and your family:

6. A picture of you and your favorite holiday:

7. Youngest picture you could find in digital form:

8. A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits:

9. A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera:

10. A picture you might have edited to make you look more attractive:
(my boy sean fuckn around with my pictures awhile backk ..)


11. A picture of you in a team/club you were in: (ASB & Track & Field)

12. A picture of a night you regret:

13. A picture of you showing off a new haircut:

14. A picture of the real you: (yes the real spiderman)

15. The most recent picture of you:



16. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous:

17. A picture of you acting like a fool:

18. A picture of a time in your life that’s over, but you wish it wasn’t:
(my time spent in the bay ♥ .. oh how i miss it .. )

19. A picture of a time in your life that’s over, and you’re glad it is:

20. A picture with your oldest friend:  (since 2nd grade)

21. A picture with your newest friend:
(BABYBARFS & I; Santa Monica Pier on Sr. Ditch Day!)



22. A picture where you weren’t happy, even if you were smiling:
(In fact, I was mad at him at the moment.)


23. A picture that you had no idea it was being taken:

24. A picture where you were a different person than you are now:
(My 8th grade promotion; Bro’s Graduation… hella fat huh?.. ugh, bad tan!)


25. A picture of you in a fashion “don’t”:



26. A picture of you tonight:(srryy bad ass camera on thaa bold.)



27. A picture of yourself that you hate: (my sr. pix suckkkK!)

28. A picture with someone that you love: HUBBBYYY<33



29. A picture of how you want the world to see you:

30. A picture that describes how you would spend everyday:
(with good company .. anyonee!)

31. A picture at a time when everything was changing:

32. A picture that makes your heart hurt:

33. A picture that makes your heart smile: (OOooh TREYDADDYY.)

34. A picture of one of the best days or nights of your life:
(First night in New York and Joe-La was like my tourist/bestiee.)

1. last cigarette?
2 weeks agoo.. i officially quitt.

2. last beverage:
vietnamese coffeee .. is thaa shiit !

3. last phone call?
juann

4. last text message
rawwwjurrr

5. last CD played:
fuckn benz is tryna playy mee… but the CD changer got all fckkd up..

6: last BUBBLE bath:
first day we moved in too this new cassa.. which was 6 yrs ago LOL

7: last time you cried:
at 3

8. last meal:
LUMPIA


SEVEN have you’s:
1. have you ever dated someone twice?:
…he’s thaa hubbiee ..

2. have you ever kissed someone you just met?
hahha ooopsiieee…

3. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?:
hahaha naahhh.

4. have you ever fallen in love?
infatuated

5. have you ever lost someone?:
fam..

6.have you ever slept until 2pm?
HELLA LOL

7. have you ever gotten tongue-tied while talking to a guy?
lol all the timee.. i be talkn bout some bs lol…

SIX things you did in the past three days:
1. slept over at adri’s
2. talkkd to thaa boothanng..
3. cheered for a school i got no spirit for
4. drove to LA & back
5. cried my heart out
6. sang with Common

firist FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to —
1. HELIN &hearts;
2. Mark
3. Randyy<3
4. Bumblebeeee
5.


list THREE favorite colors —-
1. puRPPpp
2. bright ass turqoise
3. gold

list FOUR things you want to do before you die -
1. of course i wanna be an architect/interior designer.. so BUILD MY OWN HOUSE IN THE WOODS/CANYON
2. Marry BOOOTHANGG Treyyy Songgz
3. Traveell alll the countriess..
4. have 5 willd loving children

This month have you…

Laughed until you cried:
hahaa yesss

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:

1. Your last kiss?
it was cute..

2. The last movie you watched?
pineapple express

3. Lowering the drinking age?
everyone drinks anywayss

4. Straight, Gay, or Bi?
Its THEIR choice not yours.

5. Who are the best huggers that you know?
jason arceo&hearts;

6. Do you believe in love at first sight?
nope.

7. Is there something you want to tell someone?
im feelllinn youuu boooo

8. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
Abercrombiee

9. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
of course ! thas my fam i love emmm

10. What is your current annoyance?
the bullshit

11. How many kids do you want to have?
like i said, 5 willlddd loving kids

12. Do you want to change your name?
hell yeeeeeeeeeeeeea.. my names hella too common

13. Last time you saw your father?
hr ago.. i dnt speak wit him

14. What did you do for your last birthday?
some coo ass guy threw me a bombbin TELLYY !… then 4th of july was cuteee endingg i love my fam… then mobbd deep to santa cruz wit fam&friends dinner in oakland and then.. CHILLAXd.. freal best bday<3

15.What time did you wake up today?
7AM! had to drive to FLOS$SAngeles

16. What were you doing at midnight last night:
txtin thaa booothanngg

17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do:
move the fuck out

18. What is your favorite thing in your room?
my bed.

20. Where is your best friend right now?
home.

TOP EIGHT

1. RANDYY
2. HELIN
3. HUNG
4. MARK
5. THUYYbbbYyy
6. ALVIN
7. BUMBLEBEE
8. QUY

1. What’s the most noticeable thing about #1?
personable

2. Have you ever met #6’s uncle?
nO lolll

3. Does #3’s house have a swimming pool?
nopee.

4. If #6 and #7 were running a race, who would cross the finish line first?
7 cuz bumbleebee’s a boss.. and alvin’s outta shape ahah

5. Is #4 good with computers?
IDK ! lol

6. Does #8 have allergies?
maybee?

7. Would #3 and #7 make a good couple?
WOWW.. haha they MET once and .. it was all bad LOL

8. How about #2 and #5?
FAM!

9. Which of your top friends can make you laugh the hardest?
randyy<3333

10. Which of your top friends drives the fastest on the road?
QUY when he mad..
bumblebee when .. idk he juss does

11. Do you have any classes with #4?
he’s in college fooo

12. Does #5 play any sports?
she’s hella skilld in SINGING

13. How long have you known #1?
since i was 12

14. Would you be willing to hook #7 up with someone?
NO THAS MY HUBBIEE WAT THE

15. Which of your top friends throws the best parties?
QUY LOL sikkee. me & randy!

16. What’s #8’s ringtone?
he is in the army soo idk

18. Is #3 smart?
nope

19. Does #4 often get in trouble?
he be gettn in drama

20. Who of your top friends has the most CDs?
lol idk ?

21. How do you think #2 would do on American Idol?
HAHA TERRIBLEE… JKK<3

22. If #1 hosted a reality show, what would it be called?
“BEHR”

23. What’s #5’s favorite soft drink?
she doesnt drink soda

24. Is #4 ever depressing to hang out with?
he’s funn!

25. Which of your top eight will post this survey first?
noneee.

… around.

I don’t think I’ll be posting much. Too busy & wayy to fucked up by gettin hella caught up all the time